Midnight Rain

Yesterday night, the midnight rain sprayed  showered with the insane laughter of cluster clouds splashed the lightning sword, cut my deep sleep in to  a hasty awake... It's been days i had waited for the sprays , light touch , smooth kiss of nature... Always, rain is one my heart felt feeling, in joy, sorrow, broken, confused states, feeling the rain gives this burn a little shelter.

These days, things got out of my hands, things which I'm responsible of... You know, i give more important to some people which i consider them equal to my blood, and some time the intimacy paved way for certain heart braking incidence... 

I have friends who are  like two faces of a coin to me. They were like a family , like that i cared as much as i can, and try doing what actually a friend needed to do. But things went out of hand, things which i had done for reasons where inimical for me, the other, i don't know... Always tried for happy smiles and joined hands, where last i stood in the dark understanding that "forever" is a fabrication.

Still, they are my friends and never ever i changed that, awaiting for call.

The blind side which tied up beneath the shoes beholds the shattered story of us in the shade of misunderstanding. Once broken mirror cannot be used again,just like that. This burning in heart, you know like everything added to your life from then turned to ashes. But now i hold some hands which they really need me, till their wings grow to fly high, but,recently i just realized that kids grow fast☺

All these pages of life clustered in that night rain, feels like under the million stars I'm just one huge black hole. That moment, the rain appeared like dragged tresses of an absurd lady crying out loud, metamorphosis to loud laughter and scream...
All these time waited and tried just to make everything back to normal. But there is no space left void in  them just because I'm not there... But here reflects the thousand light rays of the broken mirror...

An insane smile draws on my face, just thinking 'i need to do something for people who needs me'
You can never be useless, at least you can be an example for useless ☺ (just kidding)
Even the dead clock shows the right time twice a day, There is chance, There is Hope.